pickles and rice

at a big nature place
rainwater big trees
caught in weather

somewhere I'd been
vetted

a bathtub located
near the common
spaces

we
watched a sort of
PSA

a worried,
glowing face
in the tub

she said
she was nominated
and then forgotten

came to somber
but soft

with rich brain like
marinated

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going to sleep
elevated against
wide open window
in cool shape of moonlight

woke up feeling this way

woke up and it's beautiful
a headache
music still
moonlight still

could someone else feel this

this triangular spiral of gratitude 

the room where you walk 

a while to the bed

defining feelings:

bubbles

cut on pinky

churning

late-night dinner with a friend

getting stoned in another city

the night as a character 

like the bedframe is doing my hair

in a low bun

that's how integrated 

that's how crossfaded

I contemplate the tap water

she says he'll torture me

my skin does

baking soda and 

castor oil

healing clay

in the day I stick my feet out

the same window

into the BLUE sky

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