people say they might Jewish this week
perhaps in solidarity with the stabbed—
negotiating this, the Hanukah
party, the floorplan of the rabbi’s house
can I start off bouncy though
really easy on the surface
so it’s just like look over here
a fun keychain, a floor routine
ribbons glitter scarves chalk
I am moved by a caption
she's like
I'm adding to the pile
but wishing the kids could just
be free
basically saying a moving
train but even that is
going somewhere
I won’t forget the train
from Paris to Berlin
I won’t forget how it
rehydrated Hebrew School
dropped fear back off
in my cave
at the house I’m out
of hammer and nails so
I sit still, I eat kind of
dying
not to read but to know
better the bible I get
mass selfies from my top
2 literally from mother
and Mary
I turn it on and I can’t think
I turn it off and I’m scared
to be alone without the music
that fills me with inspo but also
stops me like a drawn bath
they sing this song
fill my cup, lord!
and then
the choir does the wine
pouring motion or
blood pouring
I can imagine you
shutting my dusty zine
as if a heavy book with
fear on the church chapter
but grow up
god is back
and pile theory
are some other
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