Tuesday, August 24, 2021

last night, and other nights (notes on suicide)


wishing to be saved
I ask the cat,     will 
 
you?

when all escapes exempt
from linear time and            
each route

deflates   pre   conceive . . ..

the third party     I gag       
on talk    it loosens me 
badly

how night moves in lasso 
,catch 

how Nothing mocks 
my casts 

when heat syncs
this glitch   
                   in business
of wanting, I'm bobbing 
on moonlit surface  > 
the bedroom light  over 
cooks 
amnesia 
punish me
completely 
save me/same   
coin stuff .. . .

Defeat's severe, 
macro   daddy hold 
on (see/how) night moves

      here goes:
      one shape 
      of resist-
      ance to 
    night 

an empty (moonlit) diamond 

here goes
my small defeat 
bogged by sport and 
bench warm



sort of sleeping in shoes    to be contd.