allsongsarecrazy “”
song 1
no i can’t find the old you
not even as mine
or in the future when i’m special and smooth
how the sun will cook me in dusty rectangles
and still
in the lq store
when i’m dressed clown in the titled mirror
pick my vice, like a fruit
be done
song 1b
and still
the whole picture with no footprints in the snow
it’s so miss
1c
slide me as piece
you as door guy
watch my hand
take the ticket
dark tn and your door you’re my door guy
1d
tossing a free lemon to tree level
staying for the end lemons
just on the ground being done
dream
watching battleships from the shore
babysitting expensive children
the end
staying for the end my friend’s
new kid
friend
told me that whoever is inside me is safe and will emerge informed later when i explained feeling like a shell and craving oysters
meanwhile in the dugout my visions blur the chainlink i’m happy
song 2
i don’t remember our love but i remember you
no beliefs, no kinks
dream 2 your house was nestled into the mountain so close to the clouds right where wind was being made
1 astronomer says the heavens begin right at ground level so wherever there is ground there is sky
so wherever the earth ends—
song 3
needing the city inside of me/being inside of it isn’t enough
friend 1 missing from the whole picture this whole picture
severed like a heavy cabbage split and left to fall
if cabbage was more butter
how if rolls and haunts
looking to draw as in draw out or continue
you
as chord progression
slide me or
turn me as page bible thin
thinking sideways or
how the rearview brings a moment ago into the frame of the moment ahead
see 1a, me as 1b, 1clown in the titled mirror
it’s like this now being alive
in small curls of broken news
dear 1,
should i just—
i already told everyone
meeting you was like finding
reality
perwana writes me layers of nothing
the morning after ice cream at the bar
it’s funny my latest fantasy is swift
imperceptible even
see (1c) when you reach for me
on hold beneath the coin
that’s fatally both but
heads up