abyss of night, beauty infinity, alone
laughing to myself, sensory overload, in tune with nature really feeling one with the neighborhood, giggling
dream logic, weird, symbols, school? reading/connecting
sexy, freedom in lucid dream, kinda weightless, dgaf
observation, walking, checking on the neighborhood, playing games with one friend at night, secret
just feelin poetry and living
epiphanies, tender to myself, memories, watery, spent
spiritually pissed, surrender, acceptance, peace with shit
yearning, horny, drugs, boy ego
drunk poet, 2nd part is about teaching in juvie, inside vs. outside, boundaries
sad, lamenting, mundane, turned on by mundane memories of places and things, remembering
also about teaching in juvie, feeling emotions in space, also inside/outside, being a grown up baby, basics
dream logic, confusion, yearning, cute, macro/micro
funny, sexy, word play like touching myself
heartbreak, history, time, pensive, still, literary
macro/micro, sexy play with words, fuck u kinda, feel like shit but having a tiny little fun with poem
heartbreak, body psychedelia, feeling stupid/little, yearning
dream obviously, unattainable, mysterious physicality, revealing things to myself, hide and seek, pissed, betrayed but calm
horny, fantasy, dream confusion, how can we all be better ---> poet alone
god mixed with sex, spiritually pissed, resentful, but I’m better lol