Tuesday, November 29, 2011

chica doi

It's roommate week ♥ If you have a wonderful roomie in your life who helps bring balance to your world, who isn't perfect, but is perfect for you, who would do anything for you, who makes you laugh, and drives you crazy, who is your soul roommate, who you always want to be with, who you're thankful for every day, and brings you joy. Brag about them a little and put this as your status

Monday, November 28, 2011

HERMAPHRODITE, HOLD ME

****** I CAN DO BAD ALL BY MY SELF

madadope2


Suggest to your roommates not to be angry (s) in (on) with each other. (you)
Suggest to your friends back to the university for a meeting in 25 years. (we)
Ask your friend not to call you at midnight. (tu)

madadope

brick wall waterfall
girl you think
you got it all-
but you don't
and i do
so BOOM
with that attitude
peace punch
cap'n crunch
i got something
you can't touch
bang bang
choo choo train
wind me up
i do my thang
reeses pieces
7up
mess with me
i mess you up

(p.s. my back hurt my bra too tight my booty shakin' from the left to the right)

Pets on a Plane 3



SPEED OF SOUND BALLAD


reconcile past
person with
present person-
complete

to each to
each to
each to each
to each

the full spectrum
plus metal wings
plus moon white
plus plastic

missouri
kansas
extra
ecstatic

missing:
moonface
cavemouth
mountainface

with out sleep
there’s no good in
sports. davey tell me,
how the drink is

how the glass walls
is at now where
the soft white feels
now the life gets you

ash and toothpaste-
harakiri mouth. you
shouldn’t leave that
prosthetic on the counter

the kinds of words
that stick out between
wake and sleeping
like “movie villain”

it was a good bed
but I had bad dreams
there and woke up
very dry and angry

the rink
the road
the gleaming (rink, road)
the birds

dust, i am so
tired, there is
exhaust in my
lungs, under my eyes

dust, i am so
tired, there is
exhaust around
my eyes

and i choked
the diaphragm
trying to kick
start the conversation

and salt water
leaked from the
iron deficiency
onto the carburetor

needed that.
red meat
to jump the states-
immunity down.

if its right i’ll pull
over for a cork-tip
filter change before
the drive-in movie

then just sleep
sleep, sleep
sleep, sleep
back into place.

just pet

paint: a table of people at the ocean club trying to share a shrimp salad looking horrible on acid. the light is so bright no one can stand to look at anyone else
paint: two girls age 13 in athletic clothing laying on turf in sun
paint: i knew that kiss was gonna happen but i thought it was gonna be on the cheek
paint: insufficient fun

***a mystery passion item

even these words are loud too loud for my neighbors
my beanbag broke in the moist cavern
even these words are so loud
i need tools





***purple with flowers

Sunday, November 27, 2011

22

X O X O X O X O X O X O X O 




see
my i.d.
b
intri
gued.




THE THING is the ice rink is a 
union square with four sharp corners 
not rounded and with each tumbling 
cymbal bit splat in the swinging 
holiday music a children goes falling 
sliding flying at a diagonal.


it doesn't matter when you leave or
where you think you're going cos you're 
on a plane that just takes off from SFO
for Alcatraz then back to SFO forever. 


white flower oil has everything
in it besides white flower oil:
wintergreen, menthol, camphor,
eucalyptus, peppermint, lavender,
ice-skates.















Saturday, November 26, 2011

ReAllY?



i used to not sleep not sleep in bed because of this 
possibility the possibility of those closest to you be
ing evil inside but looking the same on the outside
that was the worst thing i could think of (needing a
exorcism also seemed very possible) but now i sl
eep and i am horrified in the day time by this broo
-d of dark angels smoothing black over everything


Friday, November 25, 2011

scholarships/scholarships/scholarships

Do you like Fried Chicken?
Omg I think Stop
by my Office
MoM I am doing homework for
COLLEGE is the best how
many days are left?
URSULA in the box spray
in the bottle I have
a dying red fox

unforgettable a casual adjective


"she still has the same face shape (round)"
she still has the same nail beds (taffeta)
she still has the same tongue taste (metallic)
she still has the same knuckles (DRY)
she still has the same butt (round)
she still has the same eyes (wet)
she still has the same skin (translucent)
she still has the same veins (blue)
she still has the same stomach (weak)
her glands still swell (regardless) and she still wants to be calm and she still writes the same words (frantic)





























bootstrapping



yeah, listen to your dreams, then 
work them like an internet start-up.




within two 
days of the 
last thursday 
of the month
robins and un-
identified smaller
ones swoop
from the roof 
above the 
master bed-
room to the
poison holly 
tree getting
drunk off
the bitter
berries and
you've watched
this every
year for the 
past twenty 
years now.



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

or

think about


a watermelon
a basketball
nevada
arizona
texas
or just
a watermelon
a basketball
virgin america












shutters


thick: rosewood, 
murray's pomade wax
frankincense sandal
wood cedar wood red
wood pet rat named
boo radley santa's
workshop in the
basement dusty 
brittle red ribbon
history hemlock
house

Wi-Fi in the club

** bro home
SO SAD ABOUT IT.
MAGIC STOPS HERE?
IN A SHITTY PLACE
TICKETS PLEASE
YOU AND ME LIFTING
MATCHES AND SPEAKING
IN TONGUES OR BABY TALK

ALONE IS A SINKING
FEELING IN THE GUTS
AN ABSENCE OF THE GUTS
OVULATING IN THE DARK HOLDING
VERY STILL THERE IS NO THING
WITH NO BODY ELSE AROUND
I BORNE MYSELFT IN THE
BRAIN SOLITUDE ONLY
EVER BY CHOICE PLEASE

IT’S SHAMEFUL HOW MUCH
I CARE FOR THE EXPECTANT
EXCITEMENT THAT WAS
RUGGED OUT REAL QUIET
PULLED BENEATH TO
LEAVE A BARE FLOOR
AND COPULATING DUST
BUNNIES STICKING TO IT
WITH SODA NECTAR AND
MY BARE FEET IN THAT MESS
AND MY BARE BODY TOO - MAKES
YOU WANT TO KEEP YOUR
ANIMALS CLOSER THIS MINI-
SCHOOL HEARTBREAK, MINI-
SCULE GUTBREAK

I GOT SISTERS (3)
AND A MOTHER (1)
AND A FATHER (1)
AND A STEP MA (1)
AND FRIENDS WHO’S NAMES START WITH ‘M’ (3)
AND RARELY HEAR THEIR VOICES
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT ANY ONE
TO WANT ANY THING FROM ME. 
AND THAT’S A LOAD OF DUMB.
RUG THAT THING OUT 20
MORE TIMES AND THERES
WHAT IT’LL LOOK LIKE
AT MY DEATHBEDSIDE

** LITTLEDEATHBEDSIDE
TURNED OUT WAS A HOAX --
SADFRANKENSTEIN HOLOGRAM
SO IT SHOULD BE EASY TO
FOCUS ON KEEPING YOUR
ANIMALS CLOSE “WHAT I
LIKE MOST ABOUT AIR
PORTS THESE DAYS IS
THAT I GET A CHANCE TO
SAMPLE ALL THE LOCAL
FARE. IT MAKES ME FEEL
LIKE I’VE BEEN IN THE
CITY EVEN IF I HAVEN’T
LEFT THE AIRPORT.”

THAT SOUNDS SO PRETTY
AND SEASONAL…

PRIDE FOR A HOMETOWN
IS EASY TO HAVE WHEN
IT HAS SUCH A REPUTATION
FOR HAVING A REPUTATION
TELL ME ABOUT THE VIBE
THERE? SOMETIMES THERES A MAN
WITH A KNIT SWEATER WALKING
AROUND THE LAKE THE SWEATER HAS
AN AMERICAN FLAG SWEATER AND
SAYS OAKLAND, USA AND SOMETIMES
IT SEEMS LIKE THERE ARE SEASONS
BUT NOT OVTEN AND MOSTLY
PEOPLE ARE PREOCCUPIED AND
THEY DON’T NOTICE THERE ARE
GONDOLAS ON THE MOTHER
PHO KING LAKE AND YOU COULD
RENT A ROW BOAT IF YOU HAD
ANY SENSE OF ADVENTURE OR
ANY AMBITIONS IF YOU BELIEVED
IN DREAMING ON. THOSE.
MAYBE THIS TIME I’LL FINALLY GO IN
THAT SPRAWLING WHITE CASABLANCA
OF A CHURCH WITH THE GOLD
GUADA-LOOPUS GLEAMING OUT
FRONT AND THE SOUNDS COMING FROM
IT I ALWAYS HEARD WHEN I WAS IN
THE BACK YARD CHAUFFERING ROLLY
POLIES IN A DOUBLE DECKER HOT-
ROD BUS FROM THE BRICK STACK TO THE
TEAROSE BUSH
MAYBE THIS TIME
I’LL GO TO THE BIG HOUSE
PAINTED WITH BIG HINGES TO
LOOK LIKE A DOLL HOUSE AND
ASK IF I CAN HAVE A ROOM
THERE AND BE THE REPAIRMAN ALL
WINTER AND MAYBE I’LL GO TO
THE COFFEE SHOP WITH THE
CRUDFLIES AND MAKE AN ANIMAL
OUT OF A STRANGER MAYBE I’LL
MAKE SOME ANIMALS THERE FIND
SOME STRANGE PETS
DON’T LET YOUR SISTER
TAKE YOUR FREE UPRGRADE”
WHICH MEANS: “I WILL NEVER RENT
A ROW BOAT OR SLEEP IN A TENT, ONCE
MORE, NEVER, BUT I’LL
DREAM A LOT ABOUT THAT HOLLOWED
OUT TREE PROBABLY FOR EVER. FOR. EVER.”
BEING IN LIMBO IS A
REAL THING
TURNS OUT



** also as well
A SHUTTU BUS 
CAN SHOW YOU
HOW SOME ARE
SO SETTLED DOWN
LIKE THIS PRESENT
MOMENT IS THE 
MEDIEVAL TIMES
& WE'RE ALL JUST
GOING ABOUT OUR 
BIZ SOME ARE SO
SETTLED DOWN
IN THE MEDIEVAL 
TIMES USING 
MONOSYLLABLES
WHEN PICKING UP 
THE PHONE THAT 
SAYS "dad" AND
THE RADIO IS 
SAYING "VERY 
SEXY FRAGRANCE"




**