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watching the sunrise in black hoodie

stare across the reservoir hidden in fog

at the sun coming over the ridge all pink

thinking what would Jamie do? 

what would Jamie say?

dream an impact to my shoulder

caused a giant swath of skin to shed like a snake there

dream I stopped her from cutting her toenails with a cleaver

gummy vitamin breeze from the biopharm plant next to the office

wind

10 mins

to be myself alone

think of tears in

a friend’s eyes

doc appts and

boot polish new

lines in my face

love and tarnish

same but different

novelty research

escalanche*

*where I go to

do my fuccing work

puzzle of desires

realism through

a distorted lense

glittering razor burn

to feel 15 but 

in a good

big world way

lost book found

a stacking of 

symbology

advertising and

signage

ny trash was

good back then

but now la trash

wins 

it's a learning

to be somewhere

very far from

enraptured

some sweetness but 

no bigger

mutual fantasy

no goal orientation

to know it took

caring a lot

to get here

as in more free