real and me and me and real and 
real and you and you and me

the big picture and the little picture

rubber dick insulin needle piece of 
glass cd-rom in the square back yard 
square like being on the set of a movie 
i’ve been watching my whole life

Girl in heels and awkward purse 

~feeling~

I wouldn’t notice that your feet were red if mine weren’t too

summer in the city everyone yells and has a gun

doN't give a Fuck da ffucK

I should’ve washed the dirt outline of my back yard sandals off

clear dolphin lungs hot and breeze

ash fleck and dirt

cat shit heat

overgrown and corrugatesteel

bug’s world up close

Dial soap smells like my aunt Moniqiuia’s house

hot slippy pink tiles

Clean towels in the cool closet

smells and heat used to be vacation

now they're my life &they confuse me

cable and unripe nectarine

with sugar and cream

that was my thing

granulated sugar cream and cable

till my head was pounding

i don’t come from heat cold

or thunder or snow i come from

tepid tepid that’s why

    it’s all a dream to me