at 4 am
she woke up with a sudden fever
and let all her loved ones know
that TSS
might get the best of her
she even considered
quickly burning her diaries
"I'll die in my diary!"
written in there
somewhere
she woke up
and there was so much white fog
that the mountains were completely invisible
she got the feeling
of needing to solve it
like a problem
like spilt milk on the countertop