my cake digests backwards or
in shards anxiety shreds
dream also turned fleas a little bit and flu
the semester, dark, feeding the cat early
morning earthquake: school dad subway car
today I went to your frost covered field
in the middle of Example Summer
where days just crumble and it
made me stronger to see stillness
you can’t design another person’s
death or die it either
dream also had hershey kisses
and now it's raining
woke up to stressful logistics but it's raining
looked at the river really quick
sent you files and bought beer
the day crushes me
unending desire for extension
and that’s what summer even is
dreams punctuate with subterranean
temps that flutter into morning
everything manages to get worse and still
I hope to study, consider the 1000 variables
the various planes of consciousness
