Tuesday, August 18, 2026

and today


i wonder if I can be helped
i am so powerful, in my opposition

there is no one to blame except everyone
who has anything to do with all this

this is where I have to start 
with my arms wrapped around everything

today I see "goodyear" anew, the winged foot

hermes in burbank, in its exile (august)
hermes emails me a confirmation
when I pay to park at school

medeival prosperity casts
big commercial shape
shadow, googling
shade in LA

giving up before the page loads and

i guess, i'd like to start over with time. in larger pieces. i understand the value of living minute to minute, to step inside the small increment and comprehend its frame...or, to use the small increment as permission to renounce comprehension? perhaps there are different time scales for different purposes. this is confusing, and the for the purposes of confusion, go big?

but when big ends at 11 minutes of hot metal
how to swivel, images between me and everything 

my laptop melting into a pile of metal recycling

my laptop won't stay open for any online

appointment: same day vulcanization

for the morning i kept believing i was younger--